i know babe, i went through the same thing. you have all these feelings for him still, but that doesnt change what he is like. If he is the type of person to take advantage of the whole you still liking him thing and offer or even just agree to sex no strings attatched, then don’t even bother. As hard as it is to acknowledge, he doesn’t love you enough to be with you, so he doesnt deserve your body which is totally precious and beautiful! you are better than that, and those feelings for him will eventually fade, and you will be so thankfull that you didnt sleep with him after you broke up, because you will meet another guy who totally deserves you and you can channel all your love and affection into him rather than your low life ex.
stay strong lovely.
When people ask me about what shows i watch, i’m one of those annoying people who flick their hair behind their shoulders and disparagingly say ‘i don’t watch tv, i, you know, live my life.’ I narrow my eyes and look down on whoever is talking to me and i can see them silently disintegrating, feeling socially inadequate and unproductive.
And it’s true. I really don’t watch tv. Not because i’m out partying or getting high by the cricket nets, i’m just not a big fan of the television. THis isn’t to say however, that i do not own every season of the O.C, Gossip Girl, Pretty Little Liars, Vampire Diaries, The Hills and Miami Ink on dvd. Because i do. I watch them on a fairly consistent basis through my laptop too. But because i don’t physically watch these individual shows being aired on the tv, i feel that this gives me the right to act pretentious and more cosmopolitan than i really am whenever people ask me about tv shows.